Start of something new. Starting everything all over again. A new life, new love, new me. But I always had issues to start over again.
"Starting all over again is not that bad.....because when you restart, you get another chance to make things right." I want to start over again for everything, but I'm afraid to open up to people. The time to build trust with people again.
I miss being in love, the feeling of being loved by someone you love.
I want to love someone and he will love me back. Someone to act silly with, treats me well, loves being with me more than anything and never get tired of me. I just want somebody to hold, grab my hand, pick me up, pull me close. Someone to lay in bed with me and play with my hair and kiss me.
Someone to be my man, and I will love you till the end.
"If you are going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I'm with you, the way I'll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You're falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible."
I want to love someone and he will love me back. Someone to act silly with, treats me well, loves being with me more than anything and never get tired of me. I just want somebody to hold, grab my hand, pick me up, pull me close. Someone to lay in bed with me and play with my hair and kiss me.
Someone to be my man, and I will love you till the end.
"If you are going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I'm with you, the way I'll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You're falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible."